"I got it most when I was..." Jack closes his eyes, looking utterly mortified for a moment. "When I was fucking him last night. Like. I wanted to be rough with him? I'm not sure it makes sense."
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"I got it most when I was..." Jack closes his eyes, looking utterly mortified for a moment. "When I was fucking him last night. Like. I wanted to be rough with him? I'm not sure it makes sense."