"I didn't think it was going to be," Kavinsky said, because that seemed a tactful way of approaching it. He said nothing on forgiving or forgetting; those were two sides of the same coin, and even if he was forgiven, or if it was forgotten, those things weren't the same at all times for all people.

He was a creature of guilt.

He turned his wedding band and wished that his stomach would stop turning over. "Newt did too, so--so yeah."