Kavinsky nodded a little bit. None of that, that last part, changed what he'd done and what had happened, but it was the same sort of ache in his chest that surrounded trying to fix things with Newt, too. He disliked feeling so raw.

He disliked feeling this much around Jack.

"I know there's no forgiveness here," he said. He rubbed his hands together. "This isn't something that gets forgiven. But I want to fix what I can. I want to try and have your trust again. Whatever that looks like."